Reading my own blog

A strange time reading my own blog and going through the months and months of my activity.   A stiff clitty in my panties again.  Wondering about the kind of cumwhore I could end up being.  sliding a condom of a stranger's cock and eating the spunk from it.  Licking his wet dick to get more cock snot.  Having my panties pulled down in the dark and not even looking back while someone presses his meat up my cunt and using me like a fuckslut.  Anyone watching...me wanting them to watch, to take a turn....

I'm off to the booths.....

Extended Butt Plug Wear

As a cockwhore I'm always looking to increase the ease with which men can use me for their pleasure.  Part of that is keeping my cunt open like a girlslut is supposed to be.  Particularly for the very hung men that I have an obligation to submit to it is unreasonable to expect them to have to spend ten minutes just opening my hole enough to let them thrust how they prefer. 

So, part of my lifestyle is extended butt plug wear.  usually 2 hours in a day is good.  Larger plugs are more arousing, but also make moving and working normally trickier.  A good day wear plug should be something like the Tantus Severin Anal Plug, medium sized.    Have lube in your purse with you, as you will need to re-apply fresh lube every two hours or so, and have a ziplock bag along for when you are finished wearing and visit the bathroom to free your hole.

A week of regular plug wear and you will be altered enough to make a big difference in your ability to hump and pump your hole down on some anonymous cock. 

It is also healthier for you to have a cock-ready ass to present men.  No tearing, and your cunt will not squeeze up on men.  I start gaping open now after the first few guys. 

Extended wear also lets you feel like a whore during the times you can't be in a cum-smeared booth, licking up spent condoms.

Love your log. How can I become a follower?

Someone used "Ask a Cumslut"   !!

first, you join blogger.com

http://www.blogger.com/

Then navigate to my blog here, and in the upper left should be an option to "Follow"

and post my blog address on other websites!  or review my blog in other sections,  I get off having more people read about me.

The Cum High

I've mentioned in several posts of mine before, but I've been paying more attention to this state. How it happens ?  am I imagining it ?

The last few weeks I've been letting the cum stay in my mouth for long times, resisting the reflex I've built up to chug and gulp when a cock starts unloading in my mouth.  The study has had me at the video booths long and often.  Excited!  Working on fat cocks, eager for cum.  I've been a little negligent about begging for it in my pussy like I was trained to do for all men.

Something is there for me.  in my head or not, I get a euphoria from spunk.   Holding in my mouth and smelling it longer has more effect.  Perhaps it is just another form of my obsession with cum.  I think there is a chemical in semen that sedates me, perhaps like a very mild roofie. My spine loosens some, like when I take poppers, and my cunt relaxes some more.  I've often had a guy fucking my pussy go from shallow fucking to balls-deep pounding when a guy unloads in my mouth.  Probably feeling my hole pop more open for his shaft.    I also have less track of time.   I also feel a bigger urge to be sluttier, to be exposed.  After eating loads of cum I prefer the booth door left open.  I let guys take pics with their phone.  I leave my skirt off when I walk the hallway.  I AM like this normally, but that calm sense that it's OK to be such a whore

Even now when I arrive for a booth duty session I can be a bit flirty, or coy, or nervous.  Even now, after hundreds of strangers in filthy places.  Once my mouth and throat have been painted with cum, and the high starts, I can't even fake nervousness to get a guy horny.  I have to go full-slut to earn my next fix.

I've also been wondering about sperm swimming back up my throat.  Programmed based on being deposited in a fertile pussy, to swim up that wet semen-soaked hole.  Or what those swimmers are up to when jizz ends up in my nose.

Well, at least for skinny smooth cockwhore white males like me.....

Embracing my natural state as a smooth fem slut has made my interactions with people so clear and simple and enjoyable.  Other whores befriend me, which I love.  Proper strong women shame me and humiliate me, which gets me aroused.  Men have stopped trying to relate to me and just proceed straight to doing to me what we both know we need.   

older cell phone video of me serving cock

This was from before I went full time sissy faggot in the booths.  Just a regular booth bottom whore cumslut. 

Bareback and splashed

my used pussy from a stranger that came over.   I keep it smooth for them to enjoy and make a nice target

Some updates

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Booth slut cock service May 10, 2011

I have fallen behind in reporting my cumslut duties in the adult book stores.  I was at Hollywood Video on May 10.  new panties on, a skirt and make-up.  Mistress has also has me wearing perfume now.  It is a light girlie scent.  I purchased lube at the counter, and eyed the clerk.  He had fucked me before in the booths since I've been coming as a dressed up sissy.  I made a kissing face for him and walked into the booth area.  He just came and followed, walked right into the booth with me. I turned and knelt while he took his cock out and I was eating cock already. Once he was very hard he just pulled out and told me to bend over for cock.   I used my lube on his rod and turned to face the wall with my ass stuck out. He flipped my skirt and pulled my panties down partly and pushed his way in slowly all the way, then humped me raw.  I had already decided that staff and owners are privileged men and are free to use this slut however they want, for keeping places like this where I can let strangers use me.

  I held still while he grunted and thrust and shot his load up inside me.   I got to my knees and sucked his meat clean of his cum and lube.   A cock was hanging in the hole and I started sucking while the clerk left me to my duties.  Another guy came in after the clerk left and stroked himself watching me suck at the hole. He fed the machine some more tokens.  I stood up while bent over still sucking, my skirt still lifted, my panties down and cum dripped in them, my ass wet and spread.  He took the invite and pined his meat up with my hole and eased his way in.  This cock was fat. I moaned with cock in both ends and let them pump their free whore.  my one day old panties already wet with some guys spent cum (knowing I would have to suck them clean on the way home).



The next two hours were four more cocks sucked to completion.  I probably smelled more like cum and cock than perfume by that time.    I was still stiff and dripping.  I wanted to cum, but the rules are set: cum from taking cock in my pussy.  So I loitered longer but then left.

Secret's Adult theater, Jack London Square

The need to put myself below random strangers and worship cock was strong this weekend.  I put on my pink top, with a white bra (stuffed), denim miniskirt, purple thong panties, and sexy thigh-highs. A little makeup and my generic wig. I drove there from my home in this attire in the late afternoon. My clit tenting my skirt.  Telling myself the rules: any man there, whatever they want, offer both holes,  thank everyone that uses you.  

I parked in front. I didn't like there being open spaces, I wanted a crowd, but I would stay as long as it took.  Perhaps it was then that I committed to staying until at least five men had fucked my cunt.  I paid my ten to the clerk. I lingered by the rack of lubes. I asked the clerk which was his favorite for anal.  He told me the silicone ones are best, but he uses ID Glide.  I picked up a small tube and paid for it and gave a look, then went into the theater.  The movie was two guys on a blond girl, front and back, good sound quality, fair amount of light in the room. I went into the back row where two guys were jerking off five feet apart ignoring each other.  I went between them and faced the back wall and leaned forward and then lifted my skirt up and showed my cute thong up my crack.   Both placed a hand on my smooth ass.   They kneeded and squeezed my ass, and tugged on my thong. I moaned and leaned more forward and shoved my ass out more. I felt one guy start to rub his cock on my ass. He was hard, and pretty long and cut.  I pulled a condom from my skirt pocket and worked on opening the new bottle of lube. The other guy was working a finger in my dry hole and telling me I was a slut. I agreed and ignored the discomfort and worked to get some lube on my cunt. I poured a big dollop down my crack and felt one finger become three in me in hard instant, then four. I gasped and tried to take it like a slut.  Then they left and my first cock was up my hole and full depth in a moment.

I moaned and hump my cunt back on his dick.  My clit rigid in my panties and my thong pulled aside and a strangers cock stroking away inside me.  We just settled in and ten mintues of fucking went on.  my grunted and discharged. on withdrawal I did my move of getting on my knees to remove his condom. He was pulling away but then let me remove his cum holder. I sucked his wet cummy dick. He was sensitive but let me throat his softening cock and eat suck what I could from his shaft.  Then I dumped his load on my tongue.  I was turning tricks to get my drug.  I let anyone fuck me so I can eat their cum.  Even gross strangers in a porn theater.  The other cock was now in my face and I got to sucking his cock, my mouth still wet and tasting of cum.  A slight cigarette taste is his semen.

This one stood me up and bent me over the back theater seats and I held my thong aside for him while he covered and took his turn in my cunt.  Another guy that was seated in the back row watching stood up and stuck his cock in my face.  I opened and swallowed.   I'm automatic.  I will always open and take cock.   The guy behind was stroking his cock in me and talking about his whore.  I just sucked and gagged on cock and hoped for more spunk.  I was choking of cum in a moment. Him shooting while humping my face. it coated and slid around, and some up my nose. uncomfortable at first, but the smell of cum would last the whole night for me now.  as I drained his cock it slid out and I humped back on cock.  The guy fucking me was still talking and watching the porn.   I also stared ahead and watched the slut on the screen have her pussy filled with cum while I held my ass in place for my fucking.

I noticed another tgirl in the front area. On her knees sucking on a man in the front row.  Another guy sat in the seat in front of me and watched me getting fucked while he stroked his cock.  I assumed he would fuck my mouth, but he just watched me zone out and get fucked until the guy finished and withdrew.  Then he got up and got behind me and grunted and forced his way in my hole.  the lube was wearing out and my cunt was a bit sore but I told him to fuck my pussy. I was loud enough to be heard over the movie for everyone.  Telling him to fuck my pussy and shoot inside me.   Knock this slut up with your load.  Wreck my pussy.  I looked up to see the other tgirl in front of me, her cock out of her panties admiring me take cock, stroking herself.  I opened my mouth and she slid in.  Her cute pink thong against my nose, her smooth shaved cock and balls. clean and not touched, and her precum flavor in my mouth. When her hand rested on my head my throat opened up and she slid all the way in and humped down my throat. I moaned along with her.  The pumping behind me grew more frantic then and I was startled to feel the warm gush in my cunt of a raw cock dumping inside me.  The fear of a strangers cum load in my used pussy was mixed with the rush of being a proper cumdump, and the delicious cock in my mouth.  my wet pussy again was empty.  I asked her to fuck me hard.

She got out from in front and moved behind me. Then I felt her hands, and then her mouth back there, her tongue up my hole, and my cunt ooozing hot jizz into her slut mouth.  I looked to see the clerk had come in and was watching.  She got up and I felt her bare cock ease in my hole.  her skirt on the ground, and her panties down there too, in her stockings and garters and sexy heels. Her probably high on cum now too, like me, us making love some before going back to spreading for random men in a theater.

She didn't end up cumming.  perhaps she couldn't, or was going to be there all night.  The clerk fucked me next, then the first guy took another turn. Then I sucked off one of the guys that had watched from the seats.  I took a walk around the store, my skirt riding up and my ass crack showing.   Checked out the porn. then walked out to the sidewalk and walked around some. Then back to theater.   A guy from the store followed me in. As I walked in the back row and leaned over the back seats he lifted my skirt and massaged my ass.  His fingers found my wet used and loose hole, still wet from lube and cum and kisses.  I pulled my thong aside yet again and offered my hole.  His half hard dick came out and rubbed along my ass while he jerked himself hard. His cock-slaps getting more firm as he stiffened. That great thump when a big cock slaps your ass and you know you have to take it and make him happy.  His spit hit my asshole and I started cumming in my panties, even while he forced his big meat in me.  I worked my whore hole in his meat, I cooed for his big cock and let the theater people know that I loved his cock.  He didn't last long, but this time I was on my knees when he worked himself over the edge finally.  My upturned slut face looking up and my open mouth his target.  I wished I was on the sidewalk with strangers driving by watching me lap at his cum.  I so love it.

An older gentleman came in a little while later.  Found me in the back leaned over the back seats, my short skirt riding up enough to show thong.  When his groping was accepted he dropped his pants and work his cock and fondled me, then finger fucked me, then put his cock inside me and took a sweet long pump in this cum-drunk slut.  I felt his cock stiffen as he unloaded inside me and he thrust his way through his orgasm., then left me dripping cum down my thighs. 

and that was my time there.

Tonight's Anonymous Hookup

So, my hookup was fun ;-)   younger white guy, I was in street clothes and with girl undies underneath.  I came in and we went to the front room and he sat down on the couch and opened his pants.  I got undressed to my stockings and panties, my hardon sticking out the top, and got on my knees and slid his pants and underwear down, got on my knees and slid his cock into my mouth.  I sucked him for a while, and fingered his ass some, about twenty minutes.  I asked him if he wanted me to pull my panties down and spread for him.  He grunted some approval.  I took a condom from my pants pocket and covered his cock and lubed his dick up while sucking his balls. I moved to the side of the couch and bent over and pushed my ass up high for him to see through my sheer panties, then reached back and slid them down over my ass while he came up behind me and pulled my cheeks apart, then pressed the head up my hole.  He was slow to start, until I humped my hole down on his shaft and moaned in pleasure.  He took over, gripping my hips and making me take it balls deep.  I settled in and put my face down and kept myself in position for him to enjoy. He varied his pace several times, fast and hard, slow and deep.  Probably edging himself, making his free slut last as long as he wanted.   I accommodated and and felt the deep pleasure of being full of horny cum-filled cock. He withdrew and told me to get on my knees.  :-)  *JOY* I slid down to sitting on my feet, mouth open, face raised up lips just touching under the head of his throbbing cock, his fist squeezing and stroking his meat, my tongue stretched out and my eyes up to his, telling him I wanted his load.  He grunted his hot cum trickled, then gushed from his piss-slit.  All his edging over the half hour had stoked his balls, he had probably been jacking this afternoon too edging himself. My mouth filled up from the back, up to my teeth, the smell of his cum was in my nose while I nose-breathed deeply. I stayed with my slut mouth open while he finished working his cum out to the drips, letting him see his huge cum wad in my mouth and being proud of it all. Then looking in his eyes while I started swallowing and sucking it down.

God, I needed that

Finally over my cold, and my craving for dick was unreal.  I went on my lunch break to the ABS.  Outward in my street clothes...it didn't feel right.  my panties and stockings underneath helped me feel better, and knowing that's all I would be wearing soon.   Good crowd there at noon.  I missed being openly groped in the hall like a party slut.  I took the gloryhole booth, and left the door unlocked while I stripped down to just my sheer panties and knee stockings. a hand was waving a half-hard cock in the hole and I was automatically on my knees to receive it and feed my addiction.  It was soooo good.  I was like a rock in my panties and wetting the front.  I wanted to savor the smell and feel of his hardening cock nice and easy, get my cock high, but I was starving for cock and took him in balls deep, pulling them with my hand to get his cock to push into my throat.  I felt like I was close to one of my goals that I hadn't managed in training at home: reaching orgasm from just sucking a cock.  I wanted that power, cumming from a dick in my throat.   I zoned in on my mouth getting fucked, I moaned around his meat and stroked his balls. I was close and his hot spunk would be awesome. He worked my whore mouth for another 20 minutes. I was wet in my panties but not orgasm. If I touched my clit I would have exploded. Hi load filled my mouth and I was so happy for his cream.  Every guy having his own taste, more than a thousand jizz loads eaten and loved.  The musky thick cream smelling and tasting like pleasure.  My cum high was on me.

I stay for an hour, the next three men starting with oral, but always accepting when I offer my pussy for them to fuck.  One did me like that through the hole. my panties pulled aside and my cheeks held apart and up to the hole. A totally anonymous cunt for him to pump his dick into.  I moaned and panted like a total cock whore.  Working his dick with my skilled and used muscles. Service that men pay hookers for, giving it away for free in a cum-splashed booth for total strangers.  I did manage to strut about some wearing just my panties and stockings in the hallway...hoping I'd be groped or even raped in public, but no takers.

I still haven't cum yet, even though I was close a lot from the penetration.   I'll probably post on CL for some stranger to come by use me more.