My All True Accounts of my Life as a Sissy Cockwhore For Total Strangers

All True Accounts of Life as a Cockwhore and Cum Addict For Total Strangers

Jasmin seems to have gone AWOL, but I'm leaving her on the roster for now.

TVTinaSwallows is a Sissy gloryhole addict like myself and will be sharing about past activities and her current cum addiction.

For those of you new here, my account is different in origins, but we all end up the same

It started as an assignment from my girlfriend at the time.....

Then My Mistress got serious about my sissy transformation and completing my training as a cum addict. Altering me.

Now on my own and no longer the man I was. Now more a crossdresser with an addiction to pleasuring strange men and a cock and cum fetish. I do it for free. Some day I will take things further.....

signed: SissySlut

Monday, January 31, 2011

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Dressing as a slut makes the booths so simple

I'm so glad I no longer have that stupid little game with the men in the booths. Top or bottom ? you suck ? can I suck you ?   can we just jack off together, and on and on.  

Today?  I'm in my thigh stockings, short leather miniskirt, super hot thong panties, blouse, make-up, blond wig, sunglasses.   walking in the booth area guys don't even flirt much, guys hands lift up my skirt. I lean in and kiss a guy there in the hall while feeling his erection in his loose track pants. I can't see who is putting his hand inside my panties and fingering my hole.   A guy opens a booth and I'm led inside and three guys come in also.  Being a sissy whore lets guys treat me like this.  I invite being gangraped by showing up like that and acting like I do.  I'm on my knees sucking dick. My high is filling me. I'm tonguing their balls.  I have an ass pressed in my face and I eat his crack and his hole. My panties are pulled down, I'm helped up and bent over, my face against the porn screen. I don't know who is in there but my cunt is already being put to use servicing cock.  I relax into it eventually. The thrusting in my hole, what I came here to be used for. My panties are at my ankles and my clean smooth cunt is worked open.   I'm a gloryhole cumdump, dressed up and here to service all takers, and eat as much cum as I can swallow.  This is so much more like an alley rape, so much hotter.  felt up in the dark, then pulled into a booth and my panties pulled down and men just opening their pants to press their cocks in me and take turns. 

Eventually I'm humping back on their cocks, but they seem to not like that as much. I go back to passive and unresisting and just counting the strangers that use me as their rape toy.  Is it really rape when I want it ?  when I come here with instructions to let guys do it like this ?  when I dress up specifically to encourage men to act like this ?  when I finger my cunt at night remembering it ?  and when I hunger for their cumloads so bad ? That I'm literally addicted to cock ? That I actually pick up their used condoms from the ground or off my back and and eat the warm load inside....and get high from it ?

Friday, January 28, 2011

An older trip report, May 2010 Folsom Gulch

spent 4 hours at the video booths last night.  arrived at about 7PM, went to the first gloyhole booth as you come in but that and it's adjacent booth were busy, about 10 guys cruising the booth area, eye contact, etc.  took the booth in the back left. large booth, has a gloryhole. left the door open and undressed completely (gay leatherish crowd here, I don't think straight guys looking for a pussy in panties here, so for this trip I was just a cum hungry sub faggot) a cock was already at the goryhole. I knelt and started my night servicing horny strangers. 

after steady attention for the fist hour (three men sucked off, one guy fucking me in the ass, including sucking cock in the hole while he was fucking me) things got quieter and I took a break to go get a soda and relax a little, then came back to the booths.  I cruised around the booth area some, making more eye contact. a group of three guys were chatting quiet. I looked long at them, then took a booth next to them. Again undressing, selecting some hot gangbang porn. the guys came in the booth then, as I was putting a handful of condoms and lube in the chair. I knelt and they took their cocks out. I went from cock to cock, balls deep on all of them.  nothing small, but nothing huge.  as they got fully hard their cock heads starting pushing into my throat on their turns, then finally I was getting throat fucked by each in turn.  The waiting guys would grab and fondle my ass and cock, and forcing their dry fingers in my cunt hole.  I took a condom from the chair and held it up, one took it and put it on as I lubed up my cunt and put some on him then turned and bent way forward. he pushed his way all in in one slow thrust, then proceeded with fucking my cunt deep.  a cock was put in my face and I sucked.  They used me for a half hour at least.  one came in my  mouth, I don't think the other two came.  They just wore out and then they all left.    About ten minutes of me kneeling and jerking my cock and another guy came in and let me suck him to completion with a really awesome amount of cum, I swallowed twice while he was jetting cum and I still had a mouthful when he pulled out.  I pushed my fingers up my wet cunt as deep as I could and savored the taste and feel and smell of his jizz.  I was still fingering my cunt when another guy came in and took his pants off and put his own condom on his already hard cock.  I sucked his covered cock for a bit, then he told me to get up and bend over.  I was glad too.  he worked my cunt good.  then came inside me.  I knelt to remove his full condom and sucked his cock clean, then tipped the condom up to swallow his load.

The next hour was quieter.  some looking out the booth, and two guys wanting to reciprocate oral, which I declined. 

I went to the gloryhole booth near the entrance and was rewarded with a huge jawbreaking cock to suck. I gagged several times trying to push the huge head into my throat.  he must have appreciated the effort at least, he gave me a very thick load of cum

one more older guy used my mouth at the gloryhole, but didn't climax


my new panties on today have me craving cock.   On my way now to service the lunch crowd at the booths and see who needs a whore to use....

Friday, January 21, 2011

new stockings and lounge wear arrived today!

I'll have to model again soon.  have some cute thigh-highs and knee-highs, and some sheer loungewear.


Thursday, January 20, 2011

new pics

thong and leather skirt and cute frilly top.

plaid skirt, same cute top

booty shot!  same thong I wore at gloryholes last week

thong stciking out above plaid skirt.  God, I think I'm seriously considering a tramp-stamp.....wouldn't that be hot to wear a half shirt and guys see my slut mark at the top of my ass crack and my thong panties sticking out....

Sunday, January 16, 2011


one of my goals, to take strap-ons of this caliber.  I own one and I've gotten it in with poppers, but I want my cunt to take this like a real cock-bitch pro.

Hosting men at home today.

Have an ad up on CL today inviting men to come by and stretch me tight sissy ass.  In my cherry panties... I'll provide updates throughout the afternoon.

Update 1:  Two different guys on their way over right now, both nearby and very horny for no-limits pantie slut.

Update 2:  Just finished having my hole worked over by two strangers. One indulged me and held my cunt open with his fingers, stretching me out, then spit in my cunt, then fucked me some more.  I also got both to finish by jerking off on my tongue and watching me swallow their cum.  Still tasting it now while I type.   I have yet to touch my clit, my panties are wet in the front with my precum.  I'm expecting another guy over pretty soon.

Update 3: So that guy was a no-show.   But, a guy that was supposed to show up earlier called me and came by for a quick blowjob.  I had him on the couch with his pants down and some porn playing on the TV while I knelt and ate his cock.  A nice uncut cock, shaved.  He last about 15 minutes, then filled my mouth with awesome cum.  I am still tasting it now when I burp!  the wet spot in my panties is pretty much the whole front now.  I'll have to take them off now and stuff them in my mouth and eat my jizz.

Update 4: put my skirt and top and jacket on to meet a guy in his car around the corner from my house.  He wanted a panty-boy slut to ride his cock in his truck.   I obliged and got in his truck. Maybe a nutjob, but I do what horny men tell me to do.  If he rapes me I won't resist.    Turned out he was more shy than expected and I had to come on to him, talk sissy, stroke him through his pants. Then hiked my skirt up and let him put his face in my crack and lick my thong. He told me to get in the back and I got in and lifted my skirt and presented my ass with my thong pulled aside.  I put my head down while he mounted and fucked my used boypussy.   I hoped someone could see.   He took about 15 minutes to breed his hooker sissy. I licked him clean and came back here to report.

Update 5: ugh, finally!  this bitch got her hole wrecked!!!   sucking my load out of my panties again, my ass is aching.  thick black uncut cock made me suck him hard, didn't even take his pants off, just opened his fly and pulled his cock out of his boxers.   I was in my purple sheer boyshort panties, eating his dick while he watched porn.  Then face down on the ground and he split me open.  I moaned and held my cheeks apart for him while he worked his dick in my cunt and forced his way along.   I spaced out for a while. I guess it was half an hour.   I can't believe I want more.....

Friday, January 14, 2011

Staged, but still nice to watch

A Sister doing our favorite thing

"Panties Only" Life

So last November I put all my male underwear in the garbage and started my panties-only life.  I had a nice collection of girl underwear at that point.  It was time to commit to being a pantie-sissy.  I spent that evening modeling my pantie collection for myself and masturbating my pussy with a dildo until I managed to soak a pair with my cum.  I have since had to do shopping to fill out some regular day-wear panties, and panties suitable for exercise.  Sexy thongs and frilly panties don't keep my huge clit from flopping out. I still get hard shopping for them, handling them in the store with the gals around.  I also check out the lingerie at most stores.  Today it is a peach/pink smooth pair that caress my shaved smooth skin nicely and keep me hard and dripping.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Booth trip report: 1/12/2011

Got to adult book store around 7:30.  I try to get there closer to the after-work time so I can catch the guys stopping by on their way home from work looking to get off then head home.  They aren't marathon guys.  They like a slut to that sucks and fucks, drains their load, and then head out.

leather skirt, thong panties, tights, sheer top.  As usual my instructions are to pleasure any and all cummers, eat every load of cum, no masturbating my clit.  Only allowed to cum from a cock in my pussy or mouth. I haven't come in this establishment before outwardly cross-dressed before, just my lingerie under my street clothes.  probably the first time going in there with my erection absent and just a lot of nervousness.   went through the motions of buying arcade tokens,  and buying condoms from the counter girl to take with me (so she knows that I'm letting me fuck me in the booths).  Then to the booths.   5 guys loitering in the dark hall, all look at me.  I go the booth with the big gloyhole. first door locked, second open. I go in and leave the door open.

  I feed the machine some tokens.  my normal routine of stripping to my panties seems not appropriate now.  I should stay dressed but accessible for the men.  the skirt and stockings must work well as I was followed in the booth right away. He closed the door behind him and opens his pants and just lets his cock hang out.   I kneel and get to work sucking cock. The first taste starts my cock high.  my clit stiffens in my panties, tenting my skirt.  I suck to the base of his dick and get him harder, growing to the back of my mouth, but not any farther, but very stiff cut cock.  his hand goes on my head as he starts face-fucking me.  I just hold his thighs and close my eyes and let him work my mouthhole as he likes.   He withdraws after a few minutes and tells me to turn around.  I hand him one of the condoms in the pile on the chair, turn around, lift up my skirt, slide my panties down to my ankles and hold the chair with my ass out.   I hand some lube back to him. he squirts on my pussy, then humps his cock in my hole and settles into fucking his slut.  I moan and coo for him, all fem, telling him to pound my pussy. Knowing that this is just the first stranger that will mount and use this whore. I held my ass out for him to use.  I could see the guy watching through the gloryhole.

The gloryhole guy stood up and his erection in his hand was big and black.  He put it through the hole.  the guy fucking me told me to suck it. I brought the chair next to the hole and awkwardly started sucking while the cock went back in my hole. My clit throbbed very erect. my high was full now. The taste and smell of cock, the feeling in my mouth, him thrusting it to make my throat take it, and my hole pistoned with a hard dick.  It was short lasting, my throat probably being a nice surprise set the black cock gushing down my throat. he thrust and grunted, my lips squeezing the base of his shaft. That set off the guy in my cunt. he grabbed my hips and held while his cock throbbed, and the cock in my mouth slid out wet and softening, wet with my spit.  I reversed down to my knees and helped the stranger remove his condom, then upended the load on my tongue.  The guy just watched while he did up his pants and left.  I turned the rubber inside-out and sucked the rest of the hot cum off it. 

My skirt still hiked up, my panties at my ankles, on my knees, sucking the fresh load of cum out of a used condom, my clit rigid and dripping, and the booth door open.....three men looking in at me. Perhaps disgusted, who knows.  none came in.  I closed the door but did not lock it.  I got back into position bent over the chair, my skirt up and panties down and my hole wet and porn playing. 

People looked in but no takers for about half an hour.  Then a cock was presented at the hole. I put my slut mouth to work worshipping cock. Thick hairy cut cock, redhead.  musky.  I zoned out in a cock-hungry daze.  He fucked my mouth to completion and dumped a nice load in my mouth. I savored it in my mouth.  My favorite thing.

Another man at the hole, then a heavy older guy in my booth with me the next hour. 

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Gloryhole booth duty tonight

I'll be going to the holes tonight around 8PM.  leather skirt, thong panties, tights, sheer top.  As usual my instructions are to pleasure any and all cummers, eat every load of cum, no masturbating my clit.  Only allowed to cum from a cock in my pussy or mouth.

Assignment from Mistress. 9/12/08

Mistress ordered me to perform booth duty today during my lunch break.  Then she sent me back to the booths again that same evening. This is my report.

So, back to Hollywood books by about 5:00.  I bought more anal lube,
and some tokens and went to the booths.

I went in a booth, undressed completely, put some lube up my ass, and
left some condoms on the chair. I fed the machine some tokens, picked
out some hot gangbang porn of this woman letting a few guys go
ass-to-mouth on her.  I put my ass up towards the door and bent over
the chair and started jacking my cock.  Some guys looked in and left
again.  I just looked forward and jacked until someone came in and
started rubbing my ass. Buff jock type guy.  mid twenties, real
hottie.  I got on my knees and helped him remove his shorts and
underwear while he took his top off and got to sucking his cock.  He
held my head and forced his way down my throat, gagging me with his
cock.   After about ten minutes of that he pulled out and pushed me
over the chair.  I handed him a condom and some anal lube.  He
rubbered up and rammed his way up my ass in one shot.  I winced and
took it  He worked me pretty hard.  then the door opened again.  An
older guy looked in.  The guy fucking me invited him in.   He pulled
his cock out and I started sucking him while the first guy was still
fucking my ass. His cock was huge and thick.  It stretched my mouth
wide open. My ass was relaxed enough now to handle the fucking and it
was nice, and the cock tasted good too. the guy fucking me started
pushing my head down on this guys big cock. I felt so full of cock.
Their cocks were both really hard too.    They talked about what a
slut I was over me.

I was kind of lost in the feeling, then they said "trade" and they
pulled out and jock pushed his cock in my mouth, and the huge guy went
up my ass. It was so thick, I was gasping, and choking on cock at the
same time.   My legs were wobbly, from having something big in there,
unexpected.  my cock was hard and dripping precum. I knew the big hung
older guy was uncovered up my ass.  I was wanting to be a real slut
and take his cock and his load.  But I squeezed my sphincter and his
cock was squeezed out. I was horny and cock high, but I had the sense
to make him pull out. I gave him a magnum condom and asked him to wrap
it and then keep fucking me.  Instead they swapped again and I went
back to sucking his huge cock and the jock got behind me and started
humping me hard.  Then they had me kneeling while they jacked their
cocks in my face together.  The jock sprayed my face with cum. a nice
big load.  the older hung guy pulled up his pants and left then.  I
sucked the jock's cock clean.  Then he dressed and left.

I left the cum on my face and fed the machine more tokens and bent
over the chair with my ass out again.A guy around my age, kind of
chubby , with a goatee and glasses came in.  I got on my knees and
helped him open his pants and started sucking his cock.  He changed
the video channel to some gay young-boy porn. Then he helped me up and
got on his knees and started sucking my cock. This went bakc and forth
for about fifteen minutes I guess.  he only had about 4 inches of
cock.  when he was very hard I handed him a condom.  He put it on and
I bent over and spread my ass for him. He humped me while watching his
porn. He only made a noise when cumming, some grunting, then he pulled
out, tossed off the condom, and kissed me and left.

I fed the machine, got posed again, and waited again.  The next guy to
come in just played with my fucked ass and jerked himself, then he got
on his knees and started rimming me. I hadn't turned around when he
came in so I don't know who this was.  He tongue fucked my butt while
jerking his cock and I jerked my cock. he stopped and stood up and
made some noise and then I felt his cum splashing on my butt cheeks
and back.

I remained bent over and jacking as he left and waited.  The cum on my
ass felt good. some was running down my ass crack. I waited a while.
A guy came in and spent some time checking me out, commenting on how I
was hot.  I asked him how he wanted to use me.  He had me turn around
and bend over by the video screen where there was more light and he
checked out the cum on my ass and my raw fucked ass.  I asked if he
wanted to take a turn in there, or have some oral service, but he
declined and then left.

I sat in the chair and stroked for a little while.  I opened the door
a crack and left it like that and waited some more. Two guys looked in
but didn't come in.  Then I dressed and left.

I'm thinking about answering a CL ad for a guy  needing his
cock sucked.  I didn't get to swallow and spunk this evening and I'm
now craving the taste of cum.  but I need to go.

your spunk-craving whore pet.

First Video booth cock: 2004

I had already been sucking off her boyfriends and fluffing her
one-night stands and club dates and doing clean up roles, so I was
used to sucking men off, and eating cum.   She told me to get a pair
of my panties on, and drove me over to Hollywood Books on Telegraph
ave.   We went in and bought tokens and went to the booths.  We had
been there before and she had me strip and jack myself off in a booth
while eating her pussy and she watched porn.  She had said that time
that next time we go there I'll be sucking guys off for her, so I knew
what was going to happen.  We got in a booth, guys were there
loitering and watching.  she left the door open, I stripped down to my
panties and got on my knees.  She fed the machine my money, and guys
came in and picked out the porn they liked.  She'd show them her tits
and let them play with them a little, and make out with some, but
otherwise stayed dressed.  I sucked their cocks and played with my
erection.  I figured I was not supposed to cum until instructed.   We
stayed there for almost 2 hours, 5PM to 7PM.  I sucked on ten guys
cocks.  5 of them all the way until they shot in my mouth, which I
would look up and show her their cum in my mouth, then swallow it. Two
older guys hump my mouth for a long time but didn't cum, and one gayer
guy with a cock ring on, but couldn't stay hard (maybe not used to a
woman there watching).

She then told me to give her my panties.  She took them, dropped them
onto the sticky floor that I had been kneeling on, and stepped on them
and ground them into the dirty and cum-sticky floor.  Then she picked
them up and told me to open my whore mouth.  She stuffed them in my mouth.
I could smell my own crotch on them, and the taste of the dirty porn booth
floor.  Then we got dressed and left, me still having dirty panties in
my mouth.  She had a play date with one of her boyfriends later that night
and was now very turned on.  I licked her pussy when we got home while I
jerked myself off with a dildo up my ass, then watched her put on her sexy
underwear for her date.  I was hard again thinking about eating her out
when she got home.