My All True Accounts of my Life as a Sissy Cockwhore For Total Strangers

All True Accounts of Life as a Cockwhore and Cum Addict For Total Strangers

Jasmin seems to have gone AWOL, but I'm leaving her on the roster for now.

TVTinaSwallows is a Sissy gloryhole addict like myself and will be sharing about past activities and her current cum addiction.

For those of you new here, my account is different in origins, but we all end up the same

It started as an assignment from my girlfriend at the time.....

Then My Mistress got serious about my sissy transformation and completing my training as a cum addict. Altering me.

Now on my own and no longer the man I was. Now more a crossdresser with an addiction to pleasuring strange men and a cock and cum fetish. I do it for free. Some day I will take things further.....

signed: SissySlut

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

The Cum High

I've mentioned in several posts of mine before, but I've been paying more attention to this state. How it happens ?  am I imagining it ?

The last few weeks I've been letting the cum stay in my mouth for long times, resisting the reflex I've built up to chug and gulp when a cock starts unloading in my mouth.  The study has had me at the video booths long and often.  Excited!  Working on fat cocks, eager for cum.  I've been a little negligent about begging for it in my pussy like I was trained to do for all men.

Something is there for me.  in my head or not, I get a euphoria from spunk.   Holding in my mouth and smelling it longer has more effect.  Perhaps it is just another form of my obsession with cum.  I think there is a chemical in semen that sedates me, perhaps like a very mild roofie. My spine loosens some, like when I take poppers, and my cunt relaxes some more.  I've often had a guy fucking my pussy go from shallow fucking to balls-deep pounding when a guy unloads in my mouth.  Probably feeling my hole pop more open for his shaft.    I also have less track of time.   I also feel a bigger urge to be sluttier, to be exposed.  After eating loads of cum I prefer the booth door left open.  I let guys take pics with their phone.  I leave my skirt off when I walk the hallway.  I AM like this normally, but that calm sense that it's OK to be such a whore

Even now when I arrive for a booth duty session I can be a bit flirty, or coy, or nervous.  Even now, after hundreds of strangers in filthy places.  Once my mouth and throat have been painted with cum, and the high starts, I can't even fake nervousness to get a guy horny.  I have to go full-slut to earn my next fix.

I've also been wondering about sperm swimming back up my throat.  Programmed based on being deposited in a fertile pussy, to swim up that wet semen-soaked hole.  Or what those swimmers are up to when jizz ends up in my nose.


  1. I know EXACTLY what you mean! A lot of times I'll go to the booths telling myself I'm only going to suck dick, not take raw loads up my ass. Even after the first load it's like a switch flips inside me, I turn into a ravenous cumslut! I love tilting my head back and slopily blow bubbles with the cum allowing it to drip down my cheeks and chin. I love this because I'm coated in cum and get to feel it on me and smell it. Plus nothing screams, "do whatever the fuck you want to me" like a face plastered with anonymous cum.

  2. I know that the cum-splashed face does send the right message. The ultimate look for the bookstore cumwhore.

    but even more, the chemical change you undergo when eating the stuff. and the craving when you don't get it. The feeling in your guts when you go by a sex shop and don't go in. like you have to go back and handle the craving.