As long time readers of my blog will know, part of my transformation to a sissy cockwhore was my Mistress forbidding me the release of masturbation. This denial was part of helping me reach some of our mutual sissy goals for me: Achieving sexual release from men using their cocks in me. I still stick with my injunction, as I'm managing to orgasm from cock in my pussy and throat, and my need for release is all a part of my further addiction to anonymous cocks and cum loads. So hot to cum for real with a man grunting and pumping his pole in you. I am also enjoying the surprise and enjoyment the men are taking in seeing me cum for real from them fucking me, or throat gagging me. Seeing my cums soaking out through the front of my panties, or shooting it on myself while I'm servicing them.
Still, if I am to stroke me clit in the future for release, I think it will have to be in this manner. Fully sissy dressed, sucking myself, and eating my hot cum load at the end, straight from the tip to my face. Sissy self facial seems so desperate and faggy that this would be how I would have to let this back in.